this is insanity,its the 3rd day since i set myself unreservedly to deal with my turbulent compulsion of porn.my values have been twisted,to that point,that i have had aloathsome attitude toward damsels,pious and sanctimunious attitude towards them damsel that i have developed chemistry upon,and a flippant and smug attitude toward them that i did approach and i was turned away.lets see how it all goes down today,i have alot to work on,and some business deals i am to pursue,i hope whatever the outcome,,no pressure,anxiety or self hate,kip your up high,your heart guarded righteously