sELF awARENESS???

I have been thinking a lot about that question, “Who Am I?” and this subject of ACCOMPLISHMENT AND SIGNIFICANT.I have often thought, “God, why did you make me like this?” For so long I have wanted to be like so many other people. I am not sure why or from where this has come. Woundedness? Pride?  The world, flesh or devil? I don’t really know You won’t make your best decisions when things are on fire… so just don’t!  The easiest way to worsen any complicated situation is to make major life decisions before the shock of the situation has worn off.  If you just had a bomb dropped on you, give yourself some time to let the concussion wear off before you dive into a solution.  Making promises, good or bad,  or offering forgiveness too early may come back to bite you.  Promises made during disruption are almost always formed out of anger.  Premature forgiveness can lead to bitterness on your part or on the part of the person who thought they were forgiven.Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say, or how to ask for what we really need .sometimes its really hard not knowing what to write,how to pen your thoughts and feelings,aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh