NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH......NOTHING BUT THE NAKED TRUTH

Days are long my nights are even longer The weight so heavy on my back I can't move Could somebody help me where do I turn to?Since I was a youngi i have been shouldering it all on my own ,all alone never asking for help I just carry it on my own And turnin to God seemed to be an opium and was so entrenched in me that it was for the weaklings as i look into life through weak lens even though it telescoped the reality of the circumstances that sorrounded me

It's sweat pourin down from the years I done tried To be my own savior ,forgrtting that there is only one true God and i am not HIM!!!!!!.lI have never had the righteousness it took to save myself So this is where I turn confess believe That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need I repent,God,if there is anything worth saving in me,u for sure can have me unreservedly,i give myself away.take my form it,take my mind transfom it,my will conform it to YOURS!!!!

There I go again fallin,Tryin to stand on my own, still I'm just crawlin,Tryin be the man I should be that's my callin. But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really  fulfil that.I'm one the verge of bawlin often I'm feelin like I'm hopeless Feelin like I failed . I grit my teeth and I strive each moment,Trying to be strong but daily I've blown it, I don't know what's going to happen.I see Some change  happen in me and still yet i am  weak and some kinda power's lackin in me I need grace that'd be sweet Is there anyone to turn to give grace and peace Do I really have to  earn grace and truth? Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned?There I go again  I blew it .Everything I don't wanna do I keep doing.Why do I abuse all the grace that you given me? It's like I can't win man, I still got sin in me,And I struggle just believin you forgiven me.Your grace is extravangantly amazin look where you went for me,On them wooden beams u took my responsibility,i cant describe it better than Isaiah 53;1-12.I  will keep repentin til the day I leave.

“Most of us associate[holiness] with some kind of grimness or solemnity. We think holy people are those who look as if they have been steeped in vinegar or soaked in embalming fluid.”No wonder few Christians aspire to be holy In Leviticus 19, we see that holiness involves more than special ceremonies and special holy days and going to asacred place, the tabernacle, where rites were performed  by a special priestly class. We see a very practical,everyday kind of holiness—honoring parents and displaying honesty, kindness, compassion, and justice. In    essence, holiness is practiced by loving one’s neighbor as one’s self (v.18)
i found this reasoning intresting,the propaganda that my mind has propagate;
1.God made them beautiful on purpose.Of course you should look.He intended that for you!
2.It wont hurt anything..........you are only looking.''
3.Life is unbearable if you are going to live by such tight standards.God couldnt possibly intended that for you.Go ahead and look.He loves you and wants you to live life more abundantly.
4.So what if your galfriend is bothered when you look at other women?she is immature.she has issues,not you!
BY the end of my third posting of naked truth series,hope dawned as i began to win about as often as i failed.i cant overemphasize how dramatic and suprising this change was for me.God's blessings and gifts truly go beyond what we can ask or think,for when we sow righteousness,only the mind of God can conceive of the blessing we will reap.that veil betweens us is disintegrating.
If you are getting regular orgasm through masturbation,oral sex,mutual masturbation,or whatever,and if you are living in a constant state of visual foreplay,then the crest of your sex drive has risen to a height where its flooding every dike and riverbank that God put in place for you.in other words you are out of control.
if you are constantly masturbating.an orgasm releases a flood of ''feel good''brain chemicals-endorphins-into the blood stream,and the act gives you a bigger kick than anything that comes through the eyes.your body craves that feeling agiain,and thats why some guys masturbate three,four,even more times a day,even though this goes  far beyond the demands of any natural sex drive.
if you reading this and going'' seriously!!!!!??????like the Father in the prodigal son story,your heavenly Father is thrilled just to see you at the crest of the hill walking towards Him.if you stumble,let me not deliberate that out of context to make you feel awlful.if you stumble abit or biiiiig time as you come home,it wont change the fact that He is eagerly waiting for you to arrive,just get up and get wallking again.reject discouragement and fall into His arms.
some say God's standard arent fair,but i think His standards are plenty fair.what is unfair about Basic Instructions Before Leaving.Earth?!
 LORD, our Lord,    how majestic is your name in all the earth!
   You have set your glory    in the heavens. 2 Through the praise of children and infants    you have established a stronghold against your enemies,    to silence the foe and the avenger. 3 When I consider your heavens,    the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars,    which you have set in place, 4 what is mankind that you are mindful of them,    human beings that you care for them?
 5 You have made them] a little lower than the angels    and crowned them with glory and honor. 6 You made them rulers over the works of your hands;    you put everything under their feet: 7 all flocks and herds,    and the animals of the wild, 8 the birds in the sky,    and the fish in the sea,    all that swim the paths of the seas.
 9 LORD, our Lord,    how majestic is your name in all the earth!
if you still are not convinced,consider this further.
He is jealous for me Love's like a hurricane, I am a tree Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy When all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory and I realize just how beautiful You are and how great your affections are for me. Oh, how He loves us so Oh, how He loves us How He loves us so.

Yeah, He loves us Woah, how He loves us Woah, how He loves us Woah, how He loves.

So we are His portion and He is our prize, Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes If grace is an ocean we're all sinking So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way

That he loves us, Woah, how He loves us Woah, how He loves us Woah, how He loves

I AM A SOUL SURVIVOUR.I have learnt not to shoot at my our wounded soldiers